Futility Future - I can move on

did you miss somebody hurt?
did you miss somebody gone?
as the one who really exist in your mind
(to get answer for my life)
as the one who never ne forgotten
cause i can't move on

trying to keep up when days getting harder
never ever wish to carry hope with me
wherever the stars will falling down
there's always a chance to wish something better

last time when i see you standing next to me, last time before i let you go

move on... being better than before
move on... finding hope in another time
just in case there's no more time to say goodbye
i can be anything i wanna be right now
i can do anything i wanna do right now
so wish i can move on
just wish i can move on
so wish i can move on

i write you a letter to let you know
so you can carry on wherever you'll gone
as i promised to your smile
hope we'll meet again, in another day

HITAM MERAH

2 gelang berwarna hitam dan merah telah resmi diberikan dan kini telah dipakai.

suatu kebanggaan tersendiri menjadi baja diantara para besi. Ada cukup banyak perjuangan dan perngorbanan dibalik gelang ini. Disaat orang lain bersantai, kami tidak; Disaat orang lain bermain, kami tidak; Disaat orang lain bersenang-senang, kami tidak; kami melalui itu bersama-sama.

Datang 13 Raga, Pulang pun 13 Raga.

Calon raga-raga pembaharu.

PEMIMPIN.

Pemimpin adalah seseorang yg bisa memimpin dirinya sendiri terlebih dahulu lalu orang lain.

Pada dasarnya semua orang adalah pemimpin. Yg membedakan hanyalah keberanian dan semangat untuk mencoba menjadi 'The True Leader'. 

Pemimpin membuat pikiran dan hati berkesinambungan yg menghasilkan suatu tindakan dan tindakan tersebut kelak akan menjadi suatu kebiasaan. Kelak suatu hari nanti tidak ada lagi kata 'Pemimpin' di dunia ini karena semua orang adalah pemimpin.

Who's the leader? 

The leader is someone who knows the ways

The leader is someone who shows the ways

and The leader is someone who goes the ways

Kapan lagi jika bukan sekarang?

it's now or  never.

Selangkah lebih maju.

Perjuangan belum berakhir. Masih ada syal hitam , dilanjutkan dengan syal hitam berlogo, dan akhirnya syal merah berlogo.

Do it with Proud!

121308

it's belong to you

I asked her
and she couldn't answer

I promise her
but she didn't promise me back

I make her believe
but she couldn't anyway

why? why must me?
from those all boys, why you choose me?
and why you can't tell me what the reason you choose me?

but...

I do believe on you
I DO I DO

even there is a big wall against me
i will face it with my brave and my deep-feeling
there is no worst
since then, it's better

got down?
just get up!
and catch what i'm missing when i got down

you pull the trigger out
and i'm gonna run
and catch the bullet

wherever you are
i hope you happy all the time
and maybe you found someone
someone who love you right

i'll take whatever you want
and make it yours

because

it's yours...

and it's belong to you

it's a big love

a big love from me.


sincerely, RhdnPrtm
*cheeriooo

oh damn! it's a random note

Is it wide?

of course

damn! I've got fooled!

WTS Wide Lens

*later*

New Display Picture with wide lens!

WTS Wide Lens

:'|

Sentripetal-Mental

Pola pikir berubah, semua berubah. Menghadapi masalah pun berbeda cara, berbeda taktik. Diciptakan bukan untuk menjadi tukang pukul. Tapi diciptakan untuk menjadi seseorang yg mempunyai pola pikir seorang bos mafia.
Mungkin bisa dibilang kalah dalam hal fisik. Dan unggul di dalam hal pemikiran.

tapi...

siapa bilang?

Jangan menyerah karena lelah, Jangan surut karena takut


Mungkin kata-kata itu yg membuktikan kita unggul.
Perjuangan yg tidak mudah, rintangan yg tidak kecil, permasalahan yg tidak jarang, Menjadi makanan setiap hari dan menjadi zona nyaman.

TENTANG ZONA NYAMAN

ketika kamu mempunyai sekotak zona nyaman, lalu kamu ditekan oleh 6 kotak disekelilingmu. Maka kamu terbiasa akan tekanan itu dan kamu merasa nyaman.

lalu?

sadarkah?

zona nyaman mu menjadi 7 kotak.
congratulations!

'Sejuta cerita di dalam cup milkshake' part1

Milkshake.

susu yg diberi sirup perasa yg disajikan bersama coklat dan oreo.

diblender dengan segar nya es batu.

okey, nama gue ijoy. ini bukan curhatan, tapi ini merupakan sebuah ungkapan atau perasaan

yg mungkin terlalu eksplisit untuk dijelaskan secara langsung.

Nongkrong mungkin udah jadi kegiatan rutin setiap minggu, bahkan setiap hari

.

'Barista' begitulah nama tempat kumpul kami disebutkan.dengan penjaga dan sekaligus owner-nya yg bernama Mas Yunus. Disanalah tempat dimana gue dan temen-temen gue kumpul yg kebanyakan alumni SMPN 13 Bandung, karena emang gue sendiri alumni situ.

Awalnya

barista cuman sekedar kios cireng dan milkshake. entah ada angin apa tiba-tiba temen gue yg namanya Ong sering banget ke itu tempat. dia sering banget ngajak temen-temen yg lain nongkrong kesitu. mungkin karena nyaman, anak-anak jadi sering banget diem di situ yg akhirnya diputuskan menjadi tempat kumpul.

kita bukan geng

kita bukan komunitas

kita hanya segerombolan anak pemain

The Story Begin

siang itu emang gue lagi ga ada kerjaan, yaudah daripada nganggur ya mending nongkrong deh.

kebetulan hari itu hari menjelang foto angkatan, jadi barista cukup ramai didatangi panitia dan alumni yg lain.

acara reuni ini yg gue ketua-in rencananya bakalan ada Stand-up Comedy dari temen gue yg namanya Bima.

Bima ini orang nya emang agak sedikit 'Caleuy'. disitu kita ngobrol dikit tentang stand up comedy itu sendiri. "Bim ntar ga usah malu ya di panggung sama gue" celetuk upin temen gue. "gue takut grogi pin, emang ntar mau bawain topik apa?" jawab bima. "gue tau! 'Dahsyatnya menjadi teman upin' hahaha".

gatau kenapa si upin ini tiba-tiba nyeletuk lagi "nih liat cuman semingu, gue udah dapet 5 juta! ngapain lo susah2 jual obat gapenting? udah sini main sama upin" walah..... spontan anak-anak merhatiin tu anak tuyul.

nih hasil bacotan upin:

lo tau nyiroro kidul? tau ga yg ngebikinin istana emas nya siapa? upinn!

lo tau tukang tahu gejrot? tau galo itu tukang tahu gejrot se-bandung ngambil tahu dimana? gue boss!

lo tau black label? gue pake cebok tuh! panas tuh pantat!

tau ga lo kenapa ada kata 'black' di nama hp 'blackberry' ? itu karena kulit gue item! gue donatur terbesar di balckberry!

hingga akhirnya bima pun berdakwah dengan indah nya.....

'nih liat gelang kesehatan gue. sebelum gue main sama upin, gue gapunya nih gelang kesehatan. dulu pas gw otw balik ke rumah jalan kaki, gue nyebrang di jalan bkr. ditengah jalan gue jatuh sempoyongan! terus ada ibu-ibu nyamperin dan bertanya 'de kenapa bisa jatuh?' terus gue jawab 'kurang keseimbangan bu, saya gapunya gelang kesehatan. saya sering sakit-sakitan' hahaha"

bersambung...

Prime a Joy

I'm back guys! I'm back with my new project with Theodorus.
He is the administrator or owner Story-from-future blog.

Prime a Joy is a little name of us
Prime from Primaxylxla
and Joy from Ijoy

it's like 'monster-future'

wait our song at pure volume!
purevolume.com/primeajoy

Happy Waiting :]

The Time

Hey! Look at me
are you feeling the same?
the other feel the same with me
this is been ruined all along

Please be wise dude!
it's really easy to say "f*ck'
but its hard to say 'sorry'
all I need is just a little character

its all just about the time :)

I Made You a Sad Song

i cant sleep
and it's been my first week
since the first i held you close to me
and it's like cutting all my fingers
just to keep it lingers
and i know that all those liquers wont heal

back to the time when i want you around
and i kept writting songs singing "wish you were here"
back to the time when i want you around
and i'm making you a sad song
just to let you know how it hurts.

i found a way to get you now
but im affraid i cant keep up with your heart
and so it comes to this conclution
i got you now
but im affraid i cant keep up with your heart

sometimes this fullness seems so empty
and i dont know if i cant get thru this
cus when im cutting all my fingers
to keep it lingers
i just know that all those liquers wont heal

back to the time when i want you around

and i kept writting songs singing "wish you were here"

back to the time when i want you around

and i'm making you a sad song

just to let you know how it hurts.

i found a way to get you now

but im affraid i cant keep up with your heart

and so it comes to this conclution

i got you now

but im affraid i cant keep up with your heart

i want you here everytime i feel so empty inside
im sick of this.

- Kid on a Rocket Ride

I let you know about my feeling #2

 for unIndonesian visitor, I try to write it with english
but im sorry for bad grammar *lol

if we can get the cane is why we have to use root? Rattan is probably no longer exists on this earth?
Think again.

what we have achieved to date. until this moment.
whether we have moved one step forward? or just a quiet place?
or even backwards?

"the science, we can all"
bullshit!

science does not mean anything compared to the social life
if you want to spend your time with the book?
playing with the book, laughing with writing, chatting with the formula
face the harsh outside world, science would not be able to
science is important, but science is not something that should be upheld and dituhan-tuhankan

the life support of religion.
religion makes life remains a straight belt
even had time off but the belief in religion brings us back to a more straight lines. where there is religion, that is where there is a straight life.

MUSIC

We hear, like it, then inspired.
whether it should always be like that?
why is not we who make others hear?
yes, we try.

Journey Up Down

we stepped on. we even insulted. we had hated and despised.
that all of us make a better motivation to be a step ahead of those who despise and hate. on stage, "we want you to raise your two middle fingers for us" and then we sang the song Pee Wee Gaskins - Standing trampled (translated)

     There are sore when I fell withstand
     But the wound which you flung t'rus
     Now do not mean

     I spent my stand any
     I faced my stand any
     Stepped on my face standing
     You're not my opponent stands growing
     Remember what I said

     The sky was not it brilliant
     Welcoming the light of life

     Allow me here all eyes stared at the lower right
     I will continue to loudly sing

no, its aint another sad note :)

I let you know about my feeling

"Tak ada rotan, akar pun jadi"
fuck it.

jika kita dapat mendapatkan rotan mengapa kita harus menggunakan akar? apakah mungkin rotan sudah tidak ada di muka bumi ini?
renungkan lagi.

apa yang telah kita capai sampai saat ini. sampai detik ini.
sudahkah kita melangkah lebih maju? atau hanya diam ditempat?
atau bahkan mundur?

"dengan ilmu, kita dapat segalanya"
bullshit!

 ilmu tidak berarti apa-apa dibanding kehidupan sosial
apakah kamu mau menghabiskan waktu mu dengan buku?
bermain dengan buku, tertawa dengan tulisan, mengobrol dengan rumus
menghadapi dunia luar yang keras, ilmu tidak akan sanggup
memang ilmu penting, tapi ilmu bukan sesuatu yang harus dijunjung tinggi dan dituhan-tuhankan

penyangga kehidupan itu agama.
agama membuat hidup ini tetap dijalur yang lurus
walaupun sempat melenceng tapi kepercayaan terhadap agama membawa kita kembali ke jalur yang lebih lurus. dimana ada agama , disitulah ada kehidupan yang lurus.

MUSIK

kita mendengar, menyukainya, lalu terinspirasi.
apakah harus selalu seperti itu?
mengapa bukan kita yang membuat orang lain mendengar?
ya, kita coba.

Perjalanan Naik Turun

kita terinjak. bahkan kita dihina. kita sempat membenci dan dibenci.
itu semua kita jadikan suatu motivasi untuk menjadi lebih baik selangkah lebih maju dari mereka yg menghina dan membenci. di atas panggung, "kita ingin kalian mengacungkan kedua jari tengah kalian untuk kami" lalu kami menyanyikan lagu Pee Wee Gaskins - Berdiri Terinjak

Ada kala ku terjatuh menahan perih
Namun luka yang t'rus kau hempaskan
Kini tak berarti

Ku tetap berdiri apapun kujalani
Ku tetap berdiri apapun kuhadapi
Berdiri terinjak hadapi hidupku
Berdiri beranjak kau bukan lawanku
Camkan apa yang ku ucap

Langit pun 'kan benderang
Menyambut hidup terang

Biarkan ku di sini semua mata kan menatap rendah
Ku akan terus keras bernyanyi

no its aint another sad note :)
cheerrioo

IJOY

2 turns front 1 turn behind

when you spending more time with friends
and you forgot what that should be your purpose
forgot about the time
forgot about family
and forgot everything...

EXCEPT

you didn't forgot you friends all along
throw your hands up and
cheers the beer
eat with the worst situation

no one or nothing in our mind
it's just now and it's just
in the middle of
2 turns front 1 turn behind

committee reject
also the teacher does
parents get mad and angry
fuck it.

we're just spending our time
with our activity

its just like 'Jerawat'

I'm not a part of band that Alternative rock genre
The band that no sacrifice
It's just like NOFUTURE

Making song that doesn't have some meaning

Popular because of money.

Unidentified playing object

maybe some people will understand
what was being writed by me.

but some people will just said
'apa maksudnya?'

__

No inspiration , no post , NOFUTURE

Tracking Target

We're on the way to tracking.
to get some money and go to the record studio

we're tired of being a loser
we try to be a winner
not an instant winner
like some alternative rock band
haha

Kembalinya seseorang yg bodoh

Today. I come back and play the bass with my band.
the band that I leaved a few days ago.
and now I'm come back and play.

I gonna rock this band one more time.
everything is ok bro ;)

My new philosophy

I post a 'NOFUTURE' text as my philosophy

Being tired of

When my mind stucked at school, this is what I was doing at the classroom with my friend.

Stuck at Vacation

relaxed with the time
enjoy the situation
when the vacation time has come
i don't have much plan

relax on the bench at the beach
with the ocean breeze blow up my hair
smoke and drink on the table
i can't stand my self again

get wet in the sea
see some sparkling fish in a coral
fight the big tidal wave
and some salty water that make queasy

take a little walk
found some tattoo both
get a temporary tattoed
a inspirating tattoo

come back home
with the black skin and sweat
go for a long time bed
and wake up so late

It's sucks

its sucks when you wake up in the middle of the scary night.

and your girlfriend is already sleep.

your brother also sucks.

it's about the time

masa lalu tetap masa lalu. sejarah tetap sejarah.
sesuatu yg tidak bisa dirubah tetapi bisa dibuat dan diperbaiki di masa mendatang
waktu adalah sesuatu yg kelak. sesuatu yg baku.

selamat malam

Bad Habbit

every night I took the guitar and find the tone. 
then I played it and I do not have enough inspiration. 
so I decided to sleep


this is what i usually do everyday and every night

Secelup Cinta di Secangkir Teh Hangat

Cinta. Cinta adalah hak. Cinta bisa dibilang obat bagi yg sedang ‘galau’. Tetapi cinta juga bisa menjadi sesuatu yg menyakitkan bagi seseorang yg tertusuk olehnya. Cinta bisa menjadi barang illith, jika cukup bisa sangat efektif tetapi jika terlalu banyak bisa membahayakan haha

Ketika sejuta keringat sudah membasahi tubuh yg sudah berjuang demi cinta. Ketika nyawa dipertaruhkan demi seseorang. Seseorang yg bahkan belum akrab dengan kita. Cinta memang indah. Disaat kasih sayang tertuang, ketika peduli melambai, ketika perhatian menjemput. Memang indah kenangan cinta ini.

Tapi…

Berapa orang yg mengakhiri hidupnya karena cinta? Berapa puluh orang yg depresi karena cinta? Berapa ratus orang yg jatuh sakit karena cinta? Berapa ribu orang yg melamun karena cinta? Berapa juta orang yg menangis karena cinta?

Tanyakan pada cinta

“aku tidak sejahat itu” ucap tuan cinta. “aku hanya memberikan tolak balik pada mereka yg mempermainkan aku. Saat aku diberi kehangatan oleh pasangan pemuda pemudi, maka aku memberinya cinta yg hangat, manis, dan penuh kasih sayang. Tetapi saat aku diberi kebohongan dan kedok, maka aku memberinya siksaan dan airmata.”

Cinta tidak selamanya indah kan?

“Tergantung dirimu. Tergantung bagaimana seseorang menghargai sebuah cinta yg tidak ada harganya. Cinta yg hanya dapat di rajut oleh benang asmara” tegas tuan cinta. “Ketika kita melihat lagi ke belakang. Mengingat masa lalu yg indah bermain bersama cinta. indah bukan?” lanjut tuan cinta.

♫ Pee Wee Gaskins- Here Up On The Attic

you are the first thing in my mind that i wanna meet

from the morning to the evening'til the end of the day
can i get your kiss tonight?

just a little kiss on the cheek..

and when it's time to start all over

i wanted this to last

those things you've done had come through this

to me

i dont know what went first but we started kissing

i pused back and she laid down; we were making out it was so much fun

c'mon c'mon

let's finish what we've started

here up on the attic

and the sun is down, this song is what im singing

all in all it was really exciting

'it was something new and it was fun

i dont mind if we never gonna do it again

just a hug and the company, of being there is already enough for me' she said

and the sun is down, this song is what im singing

this song is what im singing

c'mon c'mon

let's finish what we've started

here up on the attic

c'mon c'mon

c'mon c'mon

here up on the attic.

what exactly do you want

talk talk and talk

what exactly do you want

think about it once again

think stupid boy!

I've tired being of you

why don't you just talk

a better talk than this way

a way that sucks

you have wrong about me

you just see me with the another side

the another side of me

you just don't know the real me

where the old 'us'

we used to be spend the time

do something fool

this is me 

destroying your autumn.

Song of the day

Pee Wee Gaskins - Here up on the attic

mewakili kondisi hari ini. tampaknya tuan setan sedang beristirahat hari ini.
play the song. read the lyric and you can understand what im feeling now.


Here up on the attic

Think about it

Kepikiran untuk membuat suatu cerita yg diangkat dari
kisah nyata dan kehidupan sehari-hari

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Yesssssss we got a sponsor

Nyanyian tuan setan

terduduk
matahari telah terbenam
terang sudah hilang
siang sudah pudar

bulan terpaku
bercahayakan kegelapan
dingin malam menyelimuti
berhiaskan bintang

selamat bergelap gulita kawan
penderitaan menyelimuti
perih menemani hari
hancur sudah menjadi tujuan

cahaya terpecah
harapan tertinggal

waktu yg akan menjawab
dirimu kelak akan tau

Kebodohan

sikap mu tidak mencontohkan pribadi yg patut dicontoh.
bualan kosong semata hanya amarah.
sesuatu yg kecil berubah menjadi besar.
karena sifat mu yg mencari perhatian.

*pasang backsound alone at last - amarah, senyum, airmata*

2012

Tahun baru , amarah baru.

Stupid

Hancur sudah

Terima kasih tuan setan, telah memporakporandakan hari ini. tepat detik ini.
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